My training started with a small butt plug and some stockings. Unfortunately my wife seems to have developed a kink for ordering sex toys, wigs, clothes, shoes... every week there's some new stuff in the mail for me. Paid by my money. With the sole intention to humiliate and dehumanize me further. With the goal to basically turn me into a mindless fuck toy. It's terrible! To add to the humiliation and to speed up my education, my wife urged me to become a public camgirl too. (I feel more like a total slut than a "camgirl" BTW when guys ask me whether I can fist myself or what size my biggest dildo is.) The worst: She started talking about renting me out to groups of men. Serving as their gangbang slut they can face and ass fuck all night. Acting as their cumbucket, ready to take each and every load. Can't tell you how fearful I am thinking about that - but I haven't got another option, have I? :-(((